today is exactly my birthday but nothing special as usual, I think my birthday is just something that we are getting older, that's it. I have never celebrated my birthday Since I was four, but basically I hate when my birthday come, cause I hate getting older. I mean, I've been older and older but it doesn't make me mature in the sense of mind or thought. and yep, today I've been 24, it's like kind of something that I don't realize., I feel my days are weird. I don.t know exactly what I have done for twenty four years in this world, still the same as it was, monotonous life.
Actually, I am not so overt sometimes, yes, sometimes. And choose to not active in social media,
even not to have a social media become my option. But it’s often considered as
something which is not always so good.
I am someone who doesn’t like crowd and noisy,
someone who doesn’t like concert, watching, reunion and something like that
except I am really supposed to take part in it or it gives me beneficial
knowledge. I don’t say I am antisocial. Okay, I am sorry to say this all, but I
am rather bit introvert as I said at the beginning and always be by myself.
I am trying to raise my spirit back, I am used to read,
I like to learn something. I graduated four months ago, as I predicted, it
wouldn’t be so excited, and I still don’t know what to do next. Something that
I always think about is how to get my targets and more creative.
I try to be an independent one and
steadfast even if I am not sure, I am strong enough to face everything.
Yet it
seems that there are a ton of things in my mind. So I want to write something
about me. you may think it's worthless.. but I will never care what people say and think about me
at the end. Hopefully, I shall be relieved when I am able to speak up.
